Wednesday, May 30, 2007
All Apologies
These days I don´t feel very good with myself, I have faced the worst side of myself.Now I have changed my opinion about myself and I was able to see the way in which other people see me and think about me. This happened due to an awful attitude I had towards someone I love so much and I don´t want to hurt(I won´t go further in details because it is useless).I have realized that I have a big problem concerning the way I say things; I don´t realize that sometimes I´m very rude when saying something to someone and I don´t see the consecuences that this could bring. The problem is that I´m a very impulsive person, I don´t realize what I have just say, I don´t think what I have to say and in this way I hurt people.It is not my intention to hurt you, believe me. I have had the same problem all my life, and now I´m willing to change the way I am. I recognise that I´m selfish, egotist and proud. I have always been misundertood by my silly jokes and the way I say things.There are times it seems to me that I don´t know how to deal with people; there are times that I could be very heavy and irritating.I want to tell you that it wasn´t my intention to hurt anyone with my words or attitude. I recognise that sometimes I am very silly and I don´t know how to behave myself, so I beg you perdon. It has never been my intention to hurt someone, and I´m going to change: I will try to be a better person, because I´m not a very good one.Sorry if sometimes I have made you feel bad, this goes for all the people I love dearly, you know who you are. This is the way I feel today, please forgive me.
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People who really know you, are fully aware that you are a great person, don't worry about it. Stop thinking that you are a bad person.
We've been together for four years and every time I saw you as you describe yourself in this entry, I knew that something else was happening to you, I never got angry, and whenever I felt hurt I told you about it. Don't worry about being missunderstood,even when you have the worst attitude, your good essence is never changed. You are a great person!
never never feel sorry for your feelings, whether they are "acceptable" or not, we are who we are, and feel what we feel and our feelings are our responsability too. I can not picture you saying something in order to hurt someone, you are very caring person. so, don't feel sorry for your feelings.
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