Bad luck,cold days

I had a terrible week, maybe it wasn´t so terrible if you aren`t so dramatic as I am; but these last days I feel like there is a stormy cloud over my head. Everything I do or say seems to be wrong, I don´t know why. Maybe I tend to exagerate when something bad happens to me, maybe these things that happened were not so bad. I have to face it, I´m a nervous person who is unable to control my anxiety and I loss control when something, even the smallest thing,goes wrong.I wasn´t in a very good mood these days, and to add more problem I have a cold now due to these so fucking cold days.I love winter and cold, but NOT SO COLD.
I´m very worried about a lot of things and angry with people(people who are in a higher level than me, people who have THE power)because they seem to make things difficult.I hate burocracy and all that shit,I hate people´s lack of respect for the other,I hate the fact that someone who is more"powerful" than you can just treat over you,and the only thing you are able to do is to low your head and say"yes, you are right".Sorry if I`m being rude,but life is unfair,I´m not saying this for my myself but for everyone.I don´t know,I guess I have to calm down and laugh about it,laugh when everything seems to go wrong.I have to put into practice what I wrote about sense of humour,it´s good for me.Maybe I´m so dramatic,yeah that´s right, I´m being too dramatic.You have to be like Hemingway said: Grace under pressure.Keep your dignity, try to control things.Sometimes I think I´m so ridiculous,I´m a quite peculiar characther.Don´t take me so seriously.I have to say that I like writing this blog,I think I can express myself without boundaries, I feel free to say what I want the way I want to say it,though it sound silly or ridiculous.Sorry if you read this and don´t understand a word,but it was a release.