Dear Hyde(revised version)

I think that we are not only one person,we are several people according to our mood and our mental state.Sometimes we try to show or best side of ourselves to others, because we all have this fear of being rejected by society,of being an outcast. So, in order to be part of the society you have to play its game and adapt to its rules. It is the only way to have a good and plenty life. You have to be a rational human being, you have to respect the others,you have to behave correctly and have well manners, you have to think before saying what you really want to say in order to not hurting people. However,this is not so easy to accomplish.There are times when we cannot manage our feelings, and the darkest side of our nature comes to light. This is when our Mr Hyde appears, and he is not very nice. Ladies and gentleman, let me introduce to you my own Mr.Hyde. Some people think that i am a quiet young man,nice to talk to and very funny sometimes; people use to trust in me a lot, and they are open with me when they have to tell me about their problems or their secrets. However, now I am willing to show you my other self. Hyde sometimes appears when something is out of control, when I cannot get things or those times when everything seems to fail or to turn out as I haven´t expected. He tends to swear a lot,looking in his vocabulary the most ofensive and disonant words that spanish language can have(it is good to swear in your mother tongue.He also will hit things eg:doors, chairs, tables, remote controls, guitars and other objects,it doesn´t matter their value or price) My own Hyde is a very nasty person, always willing to hurt people with his words and irony(a very corrosive one)or to think they are fools and that he is much better than them(let´s face it,sometimes when we are angry we tend to think in this stupid way). The only way to calm down my mr. Hyde is to lock myself in my room,listen to quiet music and rest in my bed until he is gone. Hyde appears depending on the time of the year, when I feel that I am stress out and there is so much pressure on me, he comes out in the most violent way. There are times that he stays for a long time, unwilling to go away and disappear, sometimes he doesn´t appear for several weeks or months, and I have to say
that I don´t really miss him at that times. I think he is like a powerful and deadly weapon,because he can turn my world into dust in a little while.Fortunately,now I know how to control him. He is not a very good fellow,you know.