30 min. brainstorm

Just write,dont think very much. I can see it clear now, I understand so many things now. Ít´s inside of me, I can be the owner of my own life. I can go wherever I want to go, I can do whatever I want to do. It´s up to me.All this time I´ve discovered many things in myself that I didn´t know,nowadays I feel more confident,stronger, focused. I realized that I´m studing what I love, I just realize that I love teaching, and I want to learn everyday, I want to improve myself. I feel open to everything. I think that so much reading and so much listening to music made me a more perceptive person.These last time I feel more sensitive about feelings and thoughts, I´m interested in people, I want to know better the people I love, my family, my girfriend, my friends, my classmates, my teachers.I think that in life you get want you give. In this moment I feel thankful to all these people that I have just mentioned.Thank you for everything, you taught me so many things and made me see things that I would not have seen on my own. Thank you for all your words,your critics,you understanding and patience.Thank you for making me feeling a lucky person, God blees you all.I want to give the best of me, in all aspects of life. I have to defeat my enemy, my negative side. I feel that I can control myself now, but there are times that it´s so hard to keep going, there are times that I feel that it´s all too much.However, I know myself very well and now I know what to do in those moments,and it´s natural, we all feel the same at times.I want to live the moment, I dont want to think about the future because I´m afraid of it, I don´t want to change anything now. I thin´k that now I need more time, I want to go back to do the things that I used to do, without stop doing the things I´m doing now.I apologhize if this entry is not very clear, but that is the point. I wanted to write what I feel at the moment, I want to release all the things the I have in my mind.I hope that I won´t run out ideas, I need to keep writing.